I see. Btw I noticed you said that you are more emotionally expressive in groups... I read that EIE is more emotional when they can be themselves with the other person in private. I also read that IEIs are more emotional at home. Does that fit you at all under any circumstances? There's a beta NF in the family and I'm not sure if they are EIE or IEI, I suspected EIE-Fe but I could be wrong... what he does is he's almost got social anxiety in public until he gets comfortable with the people and then he gets to emote a lot more openly and like gets uncontrollably emotional almost, but in groups he takes time to get there, if he can get comfortable at all.