Nice to know I've been on the right path all along
"The waters are still, but still waters run deep, and a leviathan sleeps within."
Nice to know I've been on the right path all along
"The waters are still, but still waters run deep, and a leviathan sleeps within."
EDIT:
Wtf? O_o I have all of these. Didn't think I was that close to Secure. (?????)
>_> yeah, I guess I'm more "Secure" than I thought.
@Lady Leviathan, you’re on a roll with these videos, all of which interest me.
I’m going to have to set aside some time and watch them all.
Thanks for posting them.
she said they knew each other very well but earlier said he refused to share about his personal life
theres a possibility she didnt show him he can trust her the right way, or showed him otherwise somehow but never realized, and he may or may not have communicated that in various reasonable or unreasonable ways
and maybe the kind of person he was, she would never accept if she knew
https://linktr.ee/tehhnicus
Jesus is King stops black magic and closes portals
self diagnosed ASD, ADHD, schizotypal/affective
Your face makes your brain and sociotype – how muscle use shapes personality
I want to care
if I was better I’d help you
if I was better you’d be better
Human Design 2/4 projector life path 1
This is just what I do with my spare time, honestly. I'm a meme. Glad someone else benefits from me just doin' my thing, though. ^^
Why I say I'm a meme:
I don't relate to the struggling to know which sources to use (the part I crossed out), which I know is partly from experience as I've gotten older, but I wonder if that is also because of the subject. This is all psychological shit, which is very much my forte. I'm told by several professionals that I have a gift in it and should've been a psychologist myself. (I struggle with the feeling that I've missed my "calling" on an almost daily basis.)
Anyway...yeah, IDK. This is what I do in my spare time. I usually prefer this to having downtime. Even when I play games, it is done strategically, as a method for avoiding burnout, in order to boost my productivity or prevent my productivity from reducing. (At a certain point, doing stuff all the time is counterproductive...gotta have refreshers now and then.) I feel like I'm wasting my time when I am surfing YouTube for unproductive contents usually, for example. I like to stay goal-oriented, productive. I strongly prefer to spend my time on things that have an actual purpose and are conducive to something—even if that is my relaxation, such as gaming, as I described above.
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Her story is obviously genuine, and it's so heartbreaking. She is such a pure person and she deserves better. I relate to this because I was extremely similar toward my dad; justified his actions, gave of myself too much, thought I could save him because he was always down on his luck, and just basically was being completely taken advantage of financially while helping him out of nothing but pure kindness/love, to the point where I was actually sacrificing my own basic needs (clothes, food, etc.) for him so that his bills could be paid. I even paid off his child support to keep him out of jail for nonpayment. When my car broke down (engine block blew, which means it was basically totaled), it made me lose my independence and my food delivery job which was paying the bills. I relied on him for transportation and he/his abuse made me late everywhere, which made me lose another job. When I was in a bind and unable to help anymore, he just moved on to girlfriends, lived a parasitic lifestyle off of their income instead. I thought I could trust him, because...like, what dad does this to their own kids? Dads love their daughters...so I believed I was loved, and that was what I so desperately had needed all of my life, because no one ever showed me proper love before. Starving for love because of being deprived of it all your life is a dangerous thing.
Last edited by Fluffy Princess Unicorn; 05-27-2022 at 04:23 AM.
I should take up some shooter games
Yeah...I'm somewhere between FA and Secure for sure.
I am excellent at noticing those shifts in patterns. I've grown past jumping to the worst conclusions, though. I do ask like she suggested. Oh lord, though, I can get volatile when a pattern shift shows that someone has distanced.
"It's really important to address your core wounds from trauma" - yeah, listen to that, you people out there who think moving on from the past entails not talking about it or looking into it, and just acting like it's all over and done without sifting through the past or putting in work. Proof that is FALSE. You MUST dig in and confront things head on, analyze and sort through them, go over them...and paying attention to past wounds does NOT mean you are nurturing or holding on to said wounds.
Last edited by Fluffy Princess Unicorn; 05-28-2022 at 01:22 AM.
"FAs tend to retain their hypervigilance" lol I just said this above. I agree with her, it's a gift when you get a good grasp on it so that it's not unhealthy.
@Adam Strange it's probably why I catch on to narcissism so fast, as you once mentioned, tbh. I used to be hardcore FA.
God, I relate so much to this vid, both the FA stuff and the positive "going toward Secure" stuff.
@Adam Strange
Hey, I read before that you dealt with this from an FA at some point, and you also expressed interest in these types of videos. Thought you might like to listen to these.
I feel sorry for Amber's sister.
https://www.ifod.net/wp-content/uplo.../HOWELL-US.pdf
I watch court TV and most trials are interesting to me. Famous people or no famous people. I wanted to be a lawyer but I thought "there's too many people who want to be lawyers"
I spoke with my friend Tom(lawyer and CEO) he told me to go for it when I was 28, and I should have listened to him.
crying with no tears Amber Heard. I don't believe her.
Last edited by chriscorey; 05-28-2022 at 03:25 AM.
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
I do think it's fucked up that she has gone through that, but I also find it difficult to respect people who don't stand up for themselves, or to give sympathy to those who aren't trying to do anything about their own problems. Especially when she most likely not only lied about what Amber did, which could be chalked up to coercion and thus understandable, but also where she slept, which I think shows she's not Miss Innocent herself and something is off. Maybe she was just trying too hard to sell her story and get sympathy, though.
Amber's acting is so bad, lmao. Even before I knew a thing about the case, the moment I saw her expressions, I thought, "nope, she's lying."
I find it funny how Amber reportedly talks about the clothing changes. That just isn't how that happens, lol. "It was so gradual that I didn't notice until it was too late." Gurl...if he abused you into changing how you dressed, you would notice. A real victim might've fallen for some brainwashing about it and thought it was the right thing to do, but the influence would be noticeable. A jealous and controlling person has outbursts, dysregulated anger aka rage, especially when Johnny has been shown to have those kinds of outbursts about other things already...a real victim might blame themselves for all of that, thought he was rightfully jealous or something and they were to blame for provoking it, etc., but "it was so gradual that I didn't even notice" is not how it happens. You'd have noticed outbursts about how you fucking dress.
scary guy
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Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
^ why does the whole vid have to beep so loud
https://linktr.ee/tehhnicus
Jesus is King stops black magic and closes portals
self diagnosed ASD, ADHD, schizotypal/affective
Your face makes your brain and sociotype – how muscle use shapes personality
I want to care
if I was better I’d help you
if I was better you’d be better
Human Design 2/4 projector life path 1
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
Lucy Liu
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
narcissist
Last edited by VewyScawwyNawcissist; 05-31-2022 at 08:28 PM.
https://linktr.ee/tehhnicus
Jesus is King stops black magic and closes portals
self diagnosed ASD, ADHD, schizotypal/affective
Your face makes your brain and sociotype – how muscle use shapes personality
I want to care
if I was better I’d help you
if I was better you’d be better
Human Design 2/4 projector life path 1
LII
https://linktr.ee/tehhnicus
Jesus is King stops black magic and closes portals
self diagnosed ASD, ADHD, schizotypal/affective
Your face makes your brain and sociotype – how muscle use shapes personality
I want to care
if I was better I’d help you
if I was better you’d be better
Human Design 2/4 projector life path 1
https://linktr.ee/tehhnicus
Jesus is King stops black magic and closes portals
self diagnosed ASD, ADHD, schizotypal/affective
Your face makes your brain and sociotype – how muscle use shapes personality
I want to care
if I was better I’d help you
if I was better you’d be better
Human Design 2/4 projector life path 1
My mom made me watch this again tonight. Always makes me cry. Dammit got me again.
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
raised by an abusive mother, mostly absent father who prefered to fuck around than raise a family
tate thinks the world's trying to kill him (fair until he becomes an asshole), always bored/nothing interests him, struggles to connect to people or art, obviously depressed, needs constant stress and achievement bc that show he's wired to function
thinks depression doesnt exist, is grateful for being brough into this world < he became what his parents wanted him to be, for other ppl to suffer his consequences (absent from children's lives, pimped out hoes who were prolly u know what)
i could guess he was raised by narcissists as soon as i saw him. but he is weak, instead of fighting the difficult enemy (his parents), he let them get to his head and prolly justifies beating his own children.
jeez i wonder why black ppl commit more crimes and give in to vices if thats how they are raised.
https://linktr.ee/tehhnicus
Jesus is King stops black magic and closes portals
self diagnosed ASD, ADHD, schizotypal/affective
Your face makes your brain and sociotype – how muscle use shapes personality
I want to care
if I was better I’d help you
if I was better you’d be better
Human Design 2/4 projector life path 1