I stole this from a previous typing questionnaire. I have a vague idea of what type I am but I'm very curious to hear ideas.
Personal concepts
1. What is beauty? What is love?
Beauty is a subjective term for what you feel makes you come alive. I think you can define beauty in any way really based on what you take a liking to, which is something that forms over time and is based somewhat on trial and error. Love is a form of beauty and beauty could also be an attribute to love. Love is a feeling that you get when you form a selfish attachment to something trying to make an ephemeral thing permanent. It is a state of mind in the moment, really. You can love yourself and hate yourself simultaneously, just depends on which side of the coin you choose.
2. What are your most important values?
I believe firmly in trying to be the best person you can be. Sounds cheesy as shit, but I mean by doing so you truly listen to those around you. You respect everything and everyone and stay humble. You listen more than talk and stay self aware. If you cannot look at yourself with a stern eye, you are probably not going to go far in life.
3. Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
I'm not religious at all, really. I'm very interested in spirituality but I don't subscribe to any specific ideology. I use religion as something to learn about and not apply to my personal life. I find doing anything else is somewhat limiting and you should be responsible for creating your own morals rather than adopting some system that does it for you. Listening to other sheeple that interpret texts in a way that benefits them is dangerous, you're better off thinking about what beliefs speak to you.. And you can only really do that by researching other ideologies and picking and choosing parts.
4. Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
War is a temporary fixed for much deeper issues things such as about land, cultural identities, social systems, money, and racism. Power lies in yourself and your internal world. Any real power is energetic, and it comes from a person that knows themselves and doesn't need anything but their bodies to create change in the world. Power is self belief,REAL self belief.. And being a rock within all chaos. It is standing up for yourself and your views no matter who or what is around and stopping you.
Interests
5. What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
I'll talk about anything as long as it goes somewhere. My interests lie I'm philosophy and beauty. I am obsessed with finding what humans do to take away from their peace of mind and happiness.
6. Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
Sure, I suppose. I feel most alive when I ignore my body and become apart of my surroundings. Focusing on my body quickly gets annoying and I'd rather have a diet that I stick to so I don't have to worry about it. I often get sick because I don't pay attention to my bodily limits.
7. What do you think of daily chores?
I see them as a cycle of events that I wish could be permanently done for me.
8. Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
I love self help and philosophical literature. I like things that intellectualize daily life, because that's what I do. One of my favorite books is "Why We Make Things And Why It Matters" by Peter Korn. My favorite movies are Whiplash and Fight Club.
9. What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
I cry over everything lol but I cry over social issues, peoples pain, my pain etc. i smile over corniness or just people being authentic and silly. I love watching people be themselves and shine while doing it.
10. Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
This is something that I sort of need to process for myself to really do... I think a lot about it and need to intellectualize why I need to feel apart of something. I'll tell myself like this will make me feel happy so I do it... Idk lol. I feel most this way when I'm at a huge concert where everyone's dancing and just there for the music. It's moments like these that I can finally relax because I feel like nobody's on my back or I don't have to worry about anything. I love walking on crowded streets and turning off my music and hearing all the sounds, feeling the air.
Evaluation & Behaviour
11. What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
I have issues speaking up and standing up for myself. I often wait for something to get really bad for me to say something. I dislike this because I know it's abusive only to myself. I dislike how self critical I am and how hard it is for me to relax. I try very hard to appear outwardly calm and control myself and I have a very hard time letting go and "going with the flow".
12. What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
very creative, sees multiple ways if doing things, empathetic, good listener, have a good head on my shoulders, can see bullshit, knows motives. I like all of these things about myself! I would get made fun of as a kid because I wore things backwards but I still view the world this way. People tell us dumb things to limit us all the time, who cares how we do things if it works....
13. In what areas of your life would you like help?
I need someone that is good at maintaining things. I despise cooking and would like someone to take over that. I'm not very good at the minutia
14. Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
Literally all the time. I could convince myself of feeling this right now. I am often sort of beaten down in my mentality and get bogged down. I just call friends to vent and do things like take a walk to get out of my head.
People & Interactions
15. What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?
Insensitivity. I'm always trying to hear what people are really trying to say and make them feel heard. If I'm met with a "lighten up" or "it's not that serious" when I'm expressing that something someone did upset me I will feel extremely upset. Nobody likes gas-lighting but that type of response drives me insane. If they're telling me that then they don't care about me and my feelings at all. I also need someone that respects me and my boundaries. I get along with most people honestly. People are always telling me things and venting to me. I am able to get "deep" (I hate that word) with most people. I will like you until I sense that you're critical, because then I probably won't want to be around you. If you start walking around and judging how people are dressed and saying things like, "but that's weird, we shouldn't sit over on that bench because that's not what other people are doing" i get reaaaalllly irritated by that kind of closemindedness.
16. How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner?
lol it's important. I need a muse, if I feel well loved and appreciate I am at my best. Obviously I am fine on my own but I am happiest with a partner, as most people I'm sure are. Sex is crucial, I don't understand why people wait because the sooner you know your compatibility the better. Plus I don't like those social standards of having to wait, that's bullshit to me. I want someone that listens as well as I do. I want someone that is capable of knowing me well enough to understand my actions in a way that I don't have to explain myself all the time. I want someone that actively pays attention and knows habits of mine like. I like when someone pays attention to my motives for doing something. Other than that, patience and an attitude that's positive and empowering so I can ignore my anxiety for a bit when I'm with them. It's nice being around someone that's calm externally because I'm usually trying to keep my cool.
17. If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
I'm terrified of having kids. I'm afraid of the maintenance and my own moodiness. I often feel like I have no freedom already and children will only amplify that. I think that I'm too selfish to want/handle kids anytime soon. I know it sounds horrible, but I'm most afraid of them suffocating my sense of self.
18. A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
I listen and ask why they believe these things. If it's a moral issue of a deep seated belief I usually get sort of repulsed but if it's something that isn't a really personal belief then I take it as a learning experience. Lol my inner and outward reactions are usually intertwined, I try to be authentic this way so if I'm turned off someone will usually know.
19. Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
I'm sort of taking it in. I analyze society, as if I'm on the outside of it. I see people and how little people care and how power hungry they are without the morality to back it up. I consider it a social problem that most people don't look at the inner workings of a mind and try to figure out what a person is really trying to say. There is very little tolerance for others and most people see things only at face value.
20. How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
I choose friends based on a sense of trust that I intuitively pick up on. It's really just a gut feeling, I know within the first 5 minutes of being around someone. If I can sense that I can be myself around them then I'll start talking about random things without a filter. I sort of push to see how far I can go with my invasiveness LOL not maliciously but out of my own curiosity to figure them out. If I don't get an immediate sense of comfort, then I'll remain very polite until the other person breaks that sort of boundary.
21. How do you behave around strangers?
I'm very polite with all people. Strangers often talk and share things with me and I'll listen because I know they probably need to share with someone.
i think that's it??? Thank you to whoever answers!!!