Originally Posted by
Ilamatecuhtli
1. New subject at uni. First thing: what are rules, how to pass, when are all deadlines. How much work there to be done. I do not care about details, must know, right know, how to plan it during a semester. A structure of plan is created, based on that official infomations, when which part must be completed. Then I can start read about details and do things. When some new informations are given, plan may rapidly change, it is like I would have an excel table in my mind with my structure of problem. Something changes, it gets implemented and I change my plans to keep them optimally efficient. But it was crucial to have all connections checked before, to have that structure in the first place. I can not work step by step without knowing the goal.
2.Since I know about socionics, I'll keep typing my friends and acquaintances. Let's say, I think someone is EIE. I will extensively observe him and compare his behaviour to descriptions. When something doesn't fit, it is disstressing, I start doubt my judgment or socionics. I may test that person to see what he will do. For EIE is proposing something grey I suppose. If does not flare with anger, I was rather wrong. I must type him better. I must know. HE MUST MAKE SENSE. I will not rest before I have a theory that makes sens.
Actually I always used to test people. Like, my biggest lie is "you may be honest with me". But will I still trust them after that truth? I'll gather little pieces of infromations to create a picture of a whole person to know, what to expect (probably not much good). I always have sort of model of people around me, what they are at their core, basing on things say/way they said/what thei did and then I may predict their actions in future. I was always the one send to teachers to negotiate things. I can not influence them emotionaly but I could see where thing are going during conversations basing on their previous words and actions. Always knew how much I can accomplish with them at the current moment.
3. I can have plans for even week or two, what I will eat, 5 meals a day. Well, for a couple of days at least. It is constructed to optimalize going for shopping, food waste and a possibility to take meals with myself to work/school. Because there is a plan of going out. And other plans must fit that plan. My ex used to say I have plans within plans and sometimes even plans about plans, like I can plan that I will be able to plan X after Y happens because now I do not posses all the informations that are necessary to make that plan. I can even have more than one version of The Plan, but I really do not like that. I prefer plans with points on road that are certain. I always start with what is certain. Variables must fit to framework of certainty.
4. I have a strange way of shopping. Hm, coats. There is always one winter coat, one autumn, one for rain, one leather. There is no way I could go for second winter coat having one, though I could easliy afford. It would make problems which to wear. I do not like... plurality. There must be an exact number of things with an exact destiny of use. I'm super annoyed when my SLI mother buys me something because it was "nice and new and may be useful maybe". It doesn't fit feng shui of my household for god sake. I do not want that useless thing. I didn't plan having that, take it away. It may even be an inspiration to take a bin and throw away all useless things that somehow survived in a drowers. There is no place for them in my perfect structure of material possesions. I hate when series of books I have do not consist of one edition.