[VI] Help this confused dude!

[Hamouchou]

Hey fellas,

I'm pretty new here, and after answering one of the questionnaires in text, I've decided to put on a pretty long video, good luck to those who want to watch the entire thing ! I've been typed many things, so I hope that this will narrow it down to a few personalities.
I'd like to mention that I was a bit more rigid than I usually am (probably due to the position that I was in), and that I rarely use English in a non-academic context, so it might have something to do with the struggles to express myself verbally, my thought process is also more cloudy when I'm not moving around.

Disclaimer : Noises, potential boredom and long pauses.

Part 1 : https://youtu.be/_X0DLZ3EssE

Part 2 : https://youtu.be/ZeQbH2AIq-4

Part 3 : https://youtu.be/GI3KF-65m8M

Part 4 : https://youtu.be/_aj4UPoMhyI