Originally Posted by
Enoch
Toward the end of my 20's I met a female SLE, who used to come into my shop- I remember how she never changed her hair,
I thought she seemed rather severe, even intimidating
We were then reintroduced when I was dating one of her friends, an LIE for about 3 years, friends: laughing drinking on occasion, and then the moments; which I'll touch on
Always always, in my heart's secret chamber this undeniable connection, and I secretly loved her but could never admit this, until time past. Socionics Intertype-relations helped me discover this truth
Love wasn't the only thing going on, this was dualizing
Sometimes SLE would get intoxicated, and she would touch me/bump into; or leg/foot under the table and make extravagant claims that they were accident, but they would be thrilling! I remember one time, she sat down next to me
and she said 'Hi' like, greeting me with such tone of fondness, breathtaking. She would carry herself like in such a way, and smile, the moment without time, forever, she takes off her coat, hot in summer, suspended she sweat so
incredibly. SLE was funny and loved crude sexual remarks, she astonished me, how she would respond to my 'humor defense' as I call it, or when it was time to remove that and reveal my deeper self aspect, she remained unfazed,
At a movie LIE couldn't make, SLE and potentially ENFj friend sat either side of me SLE shared her popcorn, our hands touched timeless, again and again; I leaned my head over to her to whisper quiet jokes
She would reciprocate this, and I could revel in her hair as it would brush my face all the time, having terrible ethical quandary within the core of my being as you can see.
Learning of the concept of duality helped me so much in this case; we're still friends by the way-