Quote Originally Posted by jessica129
A part of me knows i'm only holding on because I feel like i'll never connect with someone the way i connected with him.
whateva, that's just foolishness. you'll probably connect a lot better with several people before you die. Gah, I hate it when people use words like "never".

A relationship can only be as healthy as the least healthy person in it. Just focus on health for now. Someday a relationship will come along that will make you laugh at this one.