I don't know if I hate it, but I feel like we've all been dragged into something we didn't consent to, and I have quite a hard time adapting and adjusting to it. As soon as possible, I'm moving out into the woods to work towards being as self-sufficient as possible. I don't like urban life, how self-important people are, thinking they've got somewhere important to go, the cultural starvation, consumerism, lack of dignity and spirituality of our times, selfishness, shallowness, irrelevance etc...