At the very least, it seemed like it was used as an excuse for it. I have always known that it was way beyond typology and a long history before that. I was trying to tell you in my own misguided way.
I am extremely grateful that you fully understand it now.
EDIT: I am leaving this alone now because you said you wanted nothing to do with me.
My goals are officially done on here. I knew you couldn't resist keeping tabs on me.
I have no regrets to dating you. Despite the extreme level of toxicity and a match made in Hell, you were the only one to push past my defenses that I couldn't keep running. I needed someone that dysfunctional to get through to me. I believe I was kinda like that for you.