Contrary relationship

[Bethanyclaire]

I can’t tell me IEE friends my saddest and deepest secrets. It’s ok because I can talk about aspects of these parts of myself, with them, in a round about way. I feel like they wouldn’t understand the depth of the issue or would be grossed out. I guess they probably think I’d judge them if I knew things about them which they don’t share, and honestly when they cross a line, they definitely gross me out, secrets or no secrets lol.

My sister’s friend is IEE and I see her as more of an extended sister than friend. I feel like I could share things with her, especially as I know she’s had some similar problems to me, she’s also more obvious brattish (like a little sister lol) so I think there’s a bit of a supervision vibe going on with us, which is comfortable. There isn’t the competition element, because we’re really different, but we have a shared dreaminess, like we need someone to tell us it’s going to be ok for real, it’s not just a dream!