Originally Posted by
Braingel
I never have really rebelled much against society, other than I have refused getting an ID since I had turned 18, to show I do not care for our government and its false conclusions.. But I when 16 1/2 and had come back from Cahedral Home, had lost almost completely, respect for my parents. It was inconsistent though, the trauma bond.. But it was sad, because my trauma had made me so afar from how my innate nature is functioning.. The internal self and self when away from them. I had been sexually abused as well, at 14, and a year-and-a-half ago, and the way my mother blackmailed me to not report it and she (ableist my unknowing of my sister’s molestration until I had faced it my own self from man), had taken me to same man even with my sister having weeks prior sharing her molest experience with Tony.
I have been persecuted online by some, for what they perceive as narcissistic, sociopathic and psychopathic behavior from me, with how I respond to my parents, and am as upfront about my life with my parents.. They don’t know anything about Beta values or anything, of course, and most of the complaining are delta and gammas, maybe fewer alphas.. It just is my style/value of handling my trauma, in regards to my personality, which any beta will understand, yet they deem it as attention seeking, trying break my parent’s reputation rather than just realistically handle my abuse, etc… And many through my autistic miscommunications, have taken wrong idea of me and made hasty judgment of me, thinking I was trying be rude, self-serving, abusive to them, when I just because of my lacking fluency in neurotypicals, did not understand how they would take me and to me, it was fine and not owing of anything that would make one misinterpret of me..