I've been in love with this LII artist my entire life. She is a goddess to me. I can't even imagine my life without the influence of her music in it.

Song's title is, "Stars I Cannot See"

My dream is to meet her someday, or at least go to one of her concerts.

"Your shadow as you wave goodbye
Softly melts away into the darkness of the night
It seems to tell me
That the fun times are over
Why am I getting so anxious
When you’re smiling like you always do?
When the warmth of your hand in mine
Still remains here?
I stand still and look at the starless sky
I’m always so helpless
I love you, who gave me this loneliness
More than someone someone who could understand my loneliness
Loving someone
Is so much like sorrow
Everything’s overflowing, so much that it hurts
On the cold nights I spend alone
I think of the words you gave me
For how much time apart
Can the void be filled?
I hope my wish reaches the empty sky
And the stars I can’t see, way off in the distance
I softly called your name
To see if you carried me inside you
I stand still and look at the starless sky
I’m always so helpless
I love you, who gave me this loneliness
More than someone someone who could understand my loneliness
If my wish reaches the empty sky
And the stars I can’t see, way off in the distance
All I want now is for you to see
This light that overflows in my heart"



Unfortunately her full videos are a bitch to find. Here's the full version of the short one above: http://www.jpopsuki.tv/video/Mika-Na...732ff8caefe233

Another one.. this video deeply affected me as a young girl seeing it on TV.