I've had quite a few intense partners, too. It's not a good thing... (actually, it is at first, but not so much after a couple of months)

I want to understand this though. Is that really how my behavior makes me appear? It makes sense based on people's reactions to me. I guess I play dumb too much. Can't help it though, it's the only socially acceptable way of dealing with men that I know of and feel comfortable using. Just grin like an idiot...