@Adam Strange: you know adam, the frustrating part for me is that I spend a significant amount of time typing people. I watched probably 5 or 6 of isabel's videos, which are all around 20 minutes long (so roughly two hours) and then I look here and just intuitively know that you and 007 have maybe watched 5 or 10 minutes at most and you say "actually, it's a completely different type", and I just feel like I'm wasting my time here. for every constructive suggestion I have to read a lot of nonsense and over time it starts to get frustrating, but also wonder if I just don't have the patience for it. maybe I should take a break from here. covid winter is almost over and I have some ideas that I want to put into practice.