Well I want
- to travel in time to my childhood and relive and change the past
- to have magical powers to alter everything including my personality and memories (so if life seems unfair I can change it, and turn off memories if I get bored of reliving life too many times)
- to have a beautiful girl in my life - or several - as long as they don't bother me too much
- not to be depressed or impotent
- or otherwise: oblivion (what unhealthy enneagram type 5's want)