Ni ego and self discipline early in life

[VewyScawwyNawcissist]

i Talked to some other IEI she said she was meditating early or returning to a state of void on purpose
i was doing something similar and braingel was reading and not interacting with other ppl much as a child
even later in my years i was isolating also forced by ill health but i also felt ppl were excessively indulgent and irresponsible thats ennea 6 but the other beta NFs im mentioning are not
also not allowed to interact with objects much bc i could brake them. while i noticed most other children were using and touching everything

i imagine gamma NTs should be the same

[Squirrel]

Although my sister had friends, she was very quiet and reserved to the fullest degree, silent most of the time and never making troubles , even the only two problems she made , it was me who instigated her to do it

[nifl]

with relation to types, discipline can mostly be ascribed to rationality & strong (valued) functions

[Riven]

i Talked to some other IEI she said she was meditating early or returning to a state of void on purpose
i was doing something similar and braingel was reading and not interacting with other ppl much as a child
even later in my years i was isolating also forced by ill health but i also felt ppl were excessively indulgent and irresponsible thats ennea 6 but the other beta NFs im mentioning are not
also not allowed to interact with objects much bc i could brake them. while i noticed most other children were using and touching everything

i imagine gamma NTs should be the same

I don't get what you mean, what point are you trying to make?

[Metaphor]

i Talked to some other IEI she said she was meditating early or returning to a state of void on purpose
i was doing something similar and braingel was reading and not interacting with other ppl much as a child
even later in my years i was isolating also forced by ill health but i also felt ppl were excessively indulgent and irresponsible thats ennea 6 but the other beta NFs im mentioning are not
also not allowed to interact with objects much bc i could brake them. while i noticed most other children were using and touching everything

i imagine gamma NTs should be the same

I wonder if I'm too stupid for this or this post doesn't make sense. Either way, I couldn't get your point across the tangents you made.

[timber]

Is that really discipline though? Or sublimated hesitance, maybe even fear?

[Alonzo]

I don't get what you mean, what point are you trying to make?

The virtue of autism.

[timber]

The virtue of autism.

There is some merit there for Ni process description at a logistical level.

I also think some other things going on as well personal to them.

[Popcorn]

i Talked to some other IEI she said she was meditating early or returning to a state of void on purpose
i was doing something similar and braingel was reading and not interacting with other ppl much as a child
even later in my years i was isolating also forced by ill health but i also felt ppl were excessively indulgent and irresponsible thats ennea 6 but the other beta NFs im mentioning are not
also not allowed to interact with objects much bc i could brake them. while i noticed most other children were using and touching everything

i imagine gamma NTs should be the same

isolation -> meditation -> non-social -> victim

I don't think that's really discipline though. It sounds like not belonging with or relating with people, so somebody dissociates. Not a bad thing, if it means avoiding suffering, but sucks when you end up avoiding the good stuff too. Maybe a kind of discipline though to not get too involved with people and things.

[persimmonism]

i Talked to some other IEI she said she was meditating early or returning to a state of void on purpose
i was doing something similar and braingel was reading and not interacting with other ppl much as a child
even later in my years i was isolating also forced by ill health but i also felt ppl were excessively indulgent and irresponsible thats ennea 6 but the other beta NFs im mentioning are not
also not allowed to interact with objects much bc i could brake them. while i noticed most other children were using and touching everything

i imagine gamma NTs should be the same

A sense of self-inflicted disconnection from the world without realizing it is self-inflicted? Yes, could be. In my case, yes, when young.
I think very young IxI (<10 years) who are still utterly swimming in Ni waters with no temperance from their creative to get them more in touch with the outside world have that streak of single-minded utter resolution, resolve of steel, no outside reference point for the quasi-absurdity.