Originally Posted by
Braingel
Yeah it’s just a very surprising typing.. I’ve only received this typing once as a hate typing from someone who absolutely hates me out of his 6 core projection and misinterpretation aside from this.. He has borderline personality and split me on..
It’s so surprising, because I’ve never been concrete, athletic, able to keep track of my surroundings.. I define Se as being able to track the environment in a global way. I can’t even drive a car, because I am so bad at this. I can’t and have never been able to do a single push-up or pull-up, and my parents tortured me by roping me into endless thematics that I always struggled so severely in, and I even got further made fun of..
I’ve next to no ability with sensory shit, aside from a more immature, infantile Si ability.. I can mix soothing essential oils, make things a bit more comfortable and warm/uplifting, and have an eye for a bit of aesthetic harmony.. Outside of this, I have absolutely no sensory ability. I always run into things from being unaware of my surroundings and I’ve almost blinded myself twice from this. I’m constantly falling and tripping. I’ve injured teeth from it, amid more.
I have two sensory interests.. Because of sensors I’ve been around who introduced me into them.. In a youth facility there was an MBTI ISFP, who may have been an EII in socionics, who exposed the youth to essential oils.. I fell in love and idealized their alchemy and made of them archetypes… And I dug deep into it on my own and made my own insights and theories.. Then, I had an IEE autism worker in a program I am in who took all these donations from sensors.. So they’re not really directly around me.. Who donated beads, and I found bedding is great for my autism stimming and I make symbolic and harmonious in beauty, bracelets and whatnot.. But I still struggle with that and often break the necklace when I have to tie them and start over.. And sometimes struggle with the physical manipulation or getting things through and having puncture the bead more..