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FreelancePolicemanI find ESE's emotions even worse and more difficult to deal with than EIE's emotions.
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Manatroid92I could be ESI-Fi, but the reason I doubt I am is because of my maternal grandmother's behavior as well as that of one of her sons who had Se as his creative function. I'm sure I'm not SLI or ILI; but if I'm an LSI, and I go by DCNH, then I'm the harmonizing subtype, I simply didn't feel like constantly competing or even working, I never really have even though some people said I loved school, I didn't, I just felt the need to be accurate, I was sometimes competitive, but I preferred to do things myself or usually just preferred to have fun than to win, but I've always been primarily concerned with sensations, comfort. I don't like conflict much... a lot of LSI are like that. So that would make me the harmonizing subtype.
Anyway, I'm sure I didn't mistype the EIEs. If I were to mistype an IEE, then I'm not super likely to mistype them as EIE anyway. And EIE-Ni tended to give me even more trouble than the EIE-Fe.
Betas tend to doubt my type a lot, I'm not sure why that is. If I knew nothing about my maternal grandmother and the son I just mentioned, then I would think I'm an ESI. But the way that son could go for his defense of his property and go against common interpretation of the laws just so he could build his barn and practically the whole town would go after him and he didn't care and he kept on fighting and being convinced that he was right and the fact that his wife was EIE-Ni (she annoyed the fuck out of me) is why I think I'm LSI. My maternal grandfather was EIE-Ni and I hated him. My dad is EIE-Fe but I'm the same type as my mom and her mom. And neither the uncle I just mentioned nor my mom are bothered by strong Fe emotions, they're either insensitive to them or they like them, my mom usually just offers practical services to get my dad out of them.
I have multiple disabilities and I'm almost certain my IQ isn't above average... and that's a source of frustration for me, that Ti is supposed to be working for me, but it isn't.
Also, I think the EIE-Ni who diagnosed me with asperger's did so because I was clumsy. Dyspraxia would've been a better fit as i actually wasn't all that detail oriented and there were some people I was really interested in and really cared to close the psychological/emotional distance with, wanted to be close friends with. the older i get, the less autistic i feel; i have a much more empathic and people-oriented brain and i'm not always comfortable with it, even though i'm somewhat accommodating. i also feel like i have always had borderline traits.