There’s no mistrust just that we approach life in different directions. My EIE friends tend to want only certain people around them that perhaps have their own hobbies and interests in common. Seems like I’m not included. I was once, just not any more. I try to include them but seems like they don’t have time for me. Maybe we are two stars passing each other at night . Their stormy emotions too get me to emphasize but you know I’m a calm and quiet person who doesn’t have much to offer in terms of activities and fun. I can be a home body who doesn’t go to parties and isn’t part of any spiritual group or organization so I’m not that much fun.