Originally Posted by
bryanbone
I also mangle history and regard my victims as narcissistic entitled lazy undisciplined hysterical delusional violent parasytes abusing me, stealing from the structures I worked so hard to exploit others to build to enable me to exploit others and regard it as fair because I worked hard, without virtue signaling mind you, while forcing them to comply with my structures and work hard as I enjoy watching them writhe because they deserve it for demanding what’s theirs but I worked so hard to make it way harder for them to get it while destroying their lives while I abuse the resources I stole to push the burden of my problems on other people while telling them they are being coddled.
Even when I get messed up by the system I just bear it, again without virtue signaling, while telling others they want too much, since I’m cognitively impaired, with no higher brain functioning that demands complexity exploration and stimulation, incapable of learning and adapting to a fluid environment that provides me with what’s necessary from growing to be better and improve my environment, because it’s too much for my maldeveloped psyche to handle, instead I exploit it, to make up for my cognitive deficiency and consequently physical disabilities that I force upon myself because I’m too much of a real man to make considerate decisions. I am satisfied with my mild intellectual capacities and regard those who are better than me as snowflakes while pretending I have a life by taking to imbeciles and pretending I’m growing when after repeatedly doing the same mistakes repeatedly on purpose for years I make a change once that’s different in specific but what you learn is barely anything of value, because my incpacitated cognition can’t go further, just to forget it later unless in some specific moments, and then go make a post about going out of your comfort zone to grow. Not virtue signaling. I have “lifelong learner” under my name on all my accounts, because it takes me a lifetime to fail at figuring out what the basics even are. I’m completely unexceptional in every regard, as that defines my identity of a straight hard-working white male (not virtue signaling) (where most of those pronouns are not even true, but I have to pretend since my impairments make my life completely dependent on fitting in with the majority of the herd.) I also like to parade how being a straight hard working white male is something to be proud of (not virtue signaling), as a super secure competitive alpha male, to measure up my fragile ego , showing that I am as important as the opressed minorities I opress whose constant attention seeking, virtue signaling and complaining about my abusive physical and social structures which is opressing me so much. I degrade and neglect them, telling them to shut up their whining and obey me, while I cry that they won’t let me talk, after we’ve been talking the same issues over and over for decades, which I’ve been censoring, neglecting, beating around the push, downplaying, mocking, telling them to shut up and obey me, while they won’t even let me talk, as I have still my structures which are exploiting them and arming myself and pushing for more structures to opress them while denying I’m doing it. add another layer of structure that protects me. Why do I get shut down when I argue my necessity for items and not caring about thinking about my structures’ consequences and my effects on others is as valuable as theirs of being given appropriate environment and resources to grow in?