Pretend to be friendly lol I was simply communicating. He is seeing what he wants to. I don't know you so I don't know if I want to be friendly. I have always hated friendly people. Friendliness is a manipulative tactic. It's all nonsense politeness and dodging talking about actual issues and getting to know each other resulting in false ideas that people make about each other (idealizing and love bombing by narc). Then I show something about yourself and they act as if you have betrayed them at the same time, since they got the friendly act, they can pretend to like me still while covertly despising me, while "I" push them away with my degenerate behavior and I'm here an idiot wondering what's wrong. So the f*cker lead me on to reveal something about myself to them which they dislike me for. And now they are stuck with me again because they pretended to be friend without actually trying to understand me and see me for who I am so I'm confronting them about their disposition towards me so I know how we stand with each other. I don't want to have just exposed myself and they just discard me. They feel like an idiot for trusting me while they projected an idealised image on me based in their personal bias that they force me to conform to. And are unwilling to communicate about it or change their bias.
He never intended on arguing with me. Because he never cared about honesty, which is also another way to say the truth.
I know I started by criticizing what he said trying to explain what gives away he's doing something wrong. Which he couldn't comprehend as he's a narc he's never wrong proven by that he removed what he said and then completely dodged my arguementation which is also an accusation. He can see what I say applying to other people but never to himself. He wants to get offended and use that to play victim because he knows he's mentally disordered and can't argue with someone who's actually dealing with facts and logic.
See how he says he anticipated my next move so he stopped dealing with me? I also figured out from the very start he was a piece of sh*t. But I kept talking to him despite my bias because I cared enough to expose myself and settle our differences. He is a covert narc, hiding behind politeness, friendliness, and beating around the bush. He knows he is in the wrong thus weaker than me so he hid as soon as he figured out I know what I'm dealing with.
Me sucking his blood is due to his disordered cognition being incapable of dealing with feelings facts logic everything so he gets overwhelmed when met by it. He seeks someone who's wounded/maimed so he can pretend to take care of them as a tool to exercise what little empathy he has on. And then discard them of course when things get difficult.
I manipulate and alienate because i know they don't care about me. They get friendly making assumptions about who I am so I alienate them on purpose. Hide my disposition, to keep them from being aggressive against me when I know they would be. The narc who manipulated me wasn't aware if they should care about me or not, that's natural at the start but by the end it became clear they are simply incapable of caring. Maybe they saw me as a threat they couldn't dodge, as that's how most narcopaths view others due to being incapable of caring about someone genuinely. I got discarded because they saw me criticizing them which is necessary for us to get along as irredeemable offense because they can't care about acting better, I'm devaluing them for shutting off empathy when not shutting it off makes them suffer.
Tyler1 comes to mind conservatives are known for that. Weasely manipulative. Argue themselves as if they should be defended while they are not willing to defend someone else. Is it really a surprise what happens when people without empathy are given authority and they deny wrong doing?
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I also mangle history and regard my victims as narcissistic entitled lazy undisciplined hysterical delusional violent parasytes abusing me, stealing from the structures I worked so hard to exploit others to build to enable me to exploit others and regard it as fair because I worked hard, without virtue signaling mind you, while forcing them to comply with my structures and work hard as I enjoy watching them writhe because they deserve it for demanding what’s theirs but I worked so hard to make it way harder for them to get it while destroying their lives while I abuse the resources I stole to push the burden of my problems on other people while telling them they are being coddled.
Even when I get messed up by the system I just bear it, again without virtue signaling, while telling others they want too much, since I’m cognitively impaired, with no higher brain functioning that demands complexity exploration and stimulation, incapable of learning and adapting to a fluid environment that provides me with what’s necessary from growing to be better and improve my environment, because it’s too much for my maldeveloped psyche to handle, instead I exploit it, to make up for my cognitive deficiency and consequently physical disabilities that I force upon myself because I’m too much of a real man to make considerate decisions. I am satisfied with my mild intellectual capacities and regard those who are better than me as snowflakes while pretending I have a life by taking to imbeciles and pretending I’m growing when after repeatedly doing the same mistakes repeatedly on purpose for years I make a change once that’s different in specific but what you learn is barely anything of value, because my incpacitated cognition can’t go further, just to forget it later unless in some specific moments, and then go make a post about going out of your comfort zone to grow. Not virtue signaling. I have “lifelong learner” under my name on all my accounts, because it takes me a lifetime to fail at figuring out what the basics even are. I’m completely unexceptional in every regard, as that defines my identity of a straight hard-working white male (not virtue signaling) (where most of those pronouns are not even true, but I have to pretend since my impairments make my life completely dependent on fitting in with the majority of the herd.) I also like to parade how being a straight hard working white male is something to be proud of (not virtue signaling), as a super secure competitive alpha male, to measure up my fragile ego , showing that I am as important as the opressed minorities I opress whose constant attention seeking, virtue signaling and complaining about my abusive physical and social structures which is opressing me so much. I degrade and neglect them, telling them to shut up their whining and obey me, while I cry that they won’t let me talk, after we’ve been talking the same issues over and over for decades, which I’ve been censoring, neglecting, beating around the push, downplaying, mocking, telling them to shut up and obey me, while they won’t even let me talk, as I have still my structures which are exploiting them and arming myself and pushing for more structures to opress them while denying I’m doing it. add another layer of structure that protects me. Why do I get shut down when I argue my necessity for items and not caring about thinking about my structures’ consequences and my effects on others is as valuable as theirs of being given appropriate environment and resources to grow in?
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Vast majority of people have severely maldeveloped brains. Stupidity is a revered discipline that's pushed on everyone, to be "normal. productive". Humans are assets and treat each other as such. Using brain is "degenerate" "unfit" "abnormal" "delusional" "incoherent" "nonsensical" "fantasy" "idealistic" "impractical" "paranoid" "lazy" "rationalizing" "making excuses" "emotional" "overthinking" "irrational" and "should be corrected". Pointing problems out is "whining". Like do you know why I'm pointing out problems? Why do I have to explain why am pointing out problems. People adamantly refuse to think.
@pandemic candy
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@pandemic candy
Ti and Fi are both about right and wrong, true or false. In other words, meaning. Feelings aren't haphazard and irrational. Both rational functions. Human minds are limited so we do right and wrong in our limitations we are supposed to figure it out. Certain people do not care. People being cognitively impaired so their reality is distorted is their fault. Doesn't mean right and wrong is up to what you want.
You want to create structures of abuse, someone climbs them, then u unite against them because the psychopath is taking advantage of you the same way you intended to take advantage of others through your structures. You kill the psychopath and replace it with someone who's more beneficial to you and the cycle continues. You can abuse for decades then you get put under the boot and you cry for help from those who you abused. "We should be united" as I said, weasly. Disgusting. The same thing is gonna happen. You put those people who you seek help from against you. If it wasn't for people like you there wouldn't be people on top. That's the power of the masses, if there are many and the one who governs is a minority they can simply take him down and replace when convenient. They wanted to abuse him for themselves like they abused the others. We told you the abuse was happening you had fun with it now when it got to you pretend it doesn't exist. "It was muh acnestors not mah" you would have done the same in their place. That's how the cycle continues. Just say they're using feeling instead of logic and you won the arguement while glossing over so much relevant info. You just want to get your way. You never cared about anyone besides your ego. You are completely empty inside your truth is a narrative you made up which you project on reality as convenient. When so much evidence is prestented u just ignore it then argue about something else then come back with questions and narratives refuted by the evidence that was already presented which you glossed over. Asking for help at the same time pushing for the structures to make sure you enslave us after you kick the other party out, do it so blatantly, while mocking us. It's been the same neglect parents to kids peers from school. The only reason the left is not a minority as a whole is because there's a bunch of people you messed up from your own pathetic groups who came whining and crying for help to the other side. Nietszche master and slave morality. You have always lacked empathy and understanding even when directly explained. You can't keep track of the info I am saying the same things I said on the posts in response to the ones you deleted.
Its not leftist thing to pretend they can do no wrong. That's a conservative agenda and they admit it only when pushed into a corner. Leftists get punished for doing what's right. You just far that retarded notion "ugh u can do no wrong" like last time "they cant admit they're wrong when peresented with facts and logic". Leftists change their opinions more and build up on information too. Conservative is stagnating in repetition then comes out of his hole and acts like he has it figured out when he has barely any experience. Openness to experience linked to intelltectualism and liberalism. You adamantly refuse to think and learn.
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