Originally Posted by
flowers and sugar
I can emulate Fe good enough to pass for Fe creative, IEI.
Problem is, I find doing this suffocating and I develop a rather intense loathing for people who make me feel like I must use it to be on good terms. Also makes me physicaly sick nowadays, dizzy spells and nausea.
I neither respect nor trust people when I feel stuck doing Fe around them.
I've had quite a few important figures in my life who were Fe and I had a rather love/hate relationship with them and this function, they likely don't know from what they said. Or they do, idc.
Pretty sure culture plays, peeps quite like gushy demonstrativeness around here.
When people say I'm IEI it's like they are disregarding the years of efforts and sleepless nights I put into understanding and emulating it, I'm a stubborn shit. I mean, I know they don't know, still frustrating.
Also put the charge of explaining on my shoulders and I'm not necessarily interested in doing that.
I have an "algorithm" for it based on if-then situations, it's like computer programing. I'm rather angry with it these days.