lol most if not all of us have an inner 12 year old girl that likes boys/girls and squees over them & just wants pure romantic love with them. It's endearing to me that you admit this in yourself when a lot of worldly & logical/rational Americans would deny or repress it lol. Or sadistic assholes who are incapable of love for one reason or another. But yeah...

Not that anything is going to happen with this or 'should' happen- but the feeling is both universal and common and rare and inspiring.