- I think I'm addicted to meeting new people, especially mentally healthy women who I think have low "intelligence" and little intellectual skills.
I don't know if I'm getting past the point of healthiness 'cause I've stopped doing my own work sometimes for the sake of having new contacts, 'case it enlivens my mood. Being alone lowers my motivation.
- Also I think I'm addicted to self-growth, and I can't wait to get more info about how to develop myself as a human being. I just wanna scream!! I NEED TO GROW!! I think this is related to the new contacts thing 'cause people help me grow.
Does anyone relate?
ps: I'm living the best time of my life ever, 'cause I'm finally achieving all my dreams, but I feel like there's more to grow, and I don't know what that is