Well yes. I don't usually react emotionally. Regardless of who is on the receiving end I always feel bad if I hurt someone, intentionally or not. And to echo what Duschia was saying. I did think we were friends. But you made sure that is not an option anymore.
It's funny how you feel loved and yet react in a disgusting fashion. That is not a not healthy reaction.
In any case, I'm not officially back, so stop being so comically defensive. I will just post whenever I feel like, as long as I'm still interested.