Went to the doctors checkup. Found nothing wrong, except Iím 5í8 and weigh 108 pounds apparently. I have no eating disorders btw, COVID probably had something to do with the weight-loss and Iíve always been on the lighter side. So I told my SEI mom (we live together) and ever since sheís been trying to shove food down my throat. She hides my shit and only gives them back if I finished my food she cooked, which is usually a portion size too big. Tried telling her to fuck off but it just made her more mad and think thereís something ďwrongĒ. Not exactly sure but I think she thinks Iím severely depressed or something and needs to be force-fed as a result. Iíve been flushing excess food down the toilet and even though I have no eating disorders itís starting to feel like it. What a waste.
I just want her to stop. No I canít move out. Donít even care if thereís zero understanding or we get mad at each other, I just need this behavior to go away. Also I can gain weight on my own, yes ik itís important.