Frankly if you want to understand yourself, use real psychology, not this shit lol
You can't use this system in reality. You can pick up patterns from the descriptions but you can't use the system itself. You can use the patterns with other psychological insight (and systems) that got nothing to do with Socionics. It's just going to require a little more time investment getting refined psychological insight rather than slapping Socionics labels on stuff reflexively.
It's not worth doing the latter.
So anyway... what type you are... a balanced person with a slightly crazy avatar, that's what you are.