The heart of the jungle.

At OP, dont feel to discouraged because now you see the heart of the problem with every single other person.

Identification. The old Buddhists would call it attachment.

So this is the playing field.

How can you be a sociotype with out being the sociotype, ya know?

I get it.

Be prepared to walk the lonely path back home. There is no final hurrah, only stronger and weaker pulls at times.