No worries, I was trying to half jokingly imply that whether you will get obssesed with alpha, Ne, Fe as you did with socionics while hating it. Some descriptions of types may sound more alluring at first, in reality, all types have their own vulnerabilities. Personally, I like and respect when I see types excel at what they do best however, that's not always the case. I don't like every attribute of my type or any other type, I don't know if majority of poeple feels that way or not. Keep an open mind about your type, some other type may fit you more when you get into depths of socionics or not.