Yes, I do, but I don't know what do you mean by that! Daydreaming can be anything ranging from a simple "I wish this would happen" to imagining an entire new life. So it's hard to say exactly! But I do daydream often, as I currently don't have any obligations (jobless, on disability pension, planning to come back to university later this year).
I'm not sure what this means... When it comes to logic, I find it hard to imagine in my head. I rather have a way of understanding things/feeling the essence of something well, rather than it being visual. Sometimes it's an understanding that is way beyond words - I know what it is, I know what it means, but I cannot verbalize it.
Quite a few actually! But they are mostly based on real world counterparts or like, you know, something that is mine but it is still in the real world. I used to dream about ancient worlds when I was younger, when I had my huge ancient Egypt phase. It was fun!
I totally agree and I kind of feel what you're saying. Sometimes I can guess what the essence of a situation is, and I'm right more often or not, but it honestly happens way too rarely for me to actually consider that it might be my Ni1. It's more like happening from time to time, almost perfectly what a Ni3 is, at least to my understanding.
Yeah my poetry in school years... it was terrible. I've always had problems with expressing myself, not that it was difficult for me to express myself, like, you know, to let the feelings go, but I couldn't really choose the words well enough for me to feel satisfied that I explored a certain area of my soul in a way that could make other people "get" what I wanted to convey. It's really difficult to find your own language of expression, and I even checked my natal astrological chart and I actually have a placement that "halts" the creativity in early years, but I am actually happy to say that in the recent few years I've been doing good in this regard. Sometimes I will write a poem because I just want to explore my own sensitivity in a way that makes me feel good and happy, because it is not only for pure leisure and fun, but also for like, you know, a certain type of inner growth and learning a lot about your own subconscious and the like. I love it.
Nooo it is insanely helpful, don't feel so hard on yourself! I've always seen Se as something that is connected to your will, sometimes it's also about confidence but not in the fullest aspect of the word. I feel like pure Se is not only motivation, drive, will, but also a certain type of activity that you then use in your recreational time to add some meaning to it. I must say, that whenever my schedule is full of simple activities I feel at my happiest - because then I can also think of many different things and be alone with my own thoughts while doing it, or just enjoying the activity itself and finding a certain meaning in it. IDK how it translates to my ego functions, though.
Yeah but like, you know - Tarot doesn't diminish the amount of thinking on a certain problem/subject/topic, it's rather... intensifying it! Sometimes you just read the cards over and over again because something is bugging you, which isn't a good strategy in the long run, but in the short run it also doesn't make sense because it's just dumb, lmao. My relationship with Tarot is that it's another tool for me to use to do self-therapy, make decisions, analyse a topic, sometimes predict the future... It's an amazing system. Although nowadays I am wayyy more into reading Lenormand, which is a more concrete and straight to the point type of divination - while Tarot can be used in many different ways because of its rich symbolism and freedom of interpretation, Lenormand is based on simple pictures that carry no esoteric baggage, so like Coffin means just Coffin and there's no like astrological counterpart or something like that (which technically Tarot also doesn't have in its core, because the astrological, kabbalistic, esoteric associations made with the cards were first introduced by 19th Century occultists - or that is what I remember from my extensive study of Tarot - when early Tarot decks, such as the Marseilles decks and so on only had the major arcana/trumps being influenced by the current political and religious climate of late medieval period early renaissance). When it comes to the higher powers - yeah I believe in many different things, but the easiest way for me to describe my own beliefs is to say I am pantheist, so I consider nature, Universe and Cosmos as God/Godhead. Damn I love that shit, lol.
Thank you so much! I kind of feel like I am more SEI than IEI but whatever. I might change my mind in the future, since it feels like most people here seem to agree that I am more Ni than Si.