This is prob one of the most important things I'll ever post here.
Since you said you are feeling lost with your place and changes in ur life, im gonna link you to a sort of song/speech that at least for me reminds me of what's important. I hope that it will have the same benefits for u as it has for many people
If you do listen to it, pay attention to the words and try to avoid distractions or chatting with anyone. It's only 5 minutes but totally worth the time. But don't listen to it if ur not going to really hear it. Or if you aren't in the mood to listen to something rn.
It's like an epiphany in a song
And if you think you know the song, doesn't matter! Listen to it again.
https://youtu.be/sTJ7AzBIJoI