i would say i am more inclined to having conscious Se/Ni in my stacking rather than Si/Ne. let me go as far as saying, im certain i have Ni in my ego block. i can get kinda muddled when someone offers an alternative typing(esp when just reading general description of how types come across), and who knows maybe thats type related and can point to some other favored stacking...
but i must maintain that ni feels the most certain for me. ive always been in these mind loops where im ruminating of the past. ive done well when it comes to math classes in my formative years simply bc i was able to see some pattern and i could work backwards to arrive at a correct answer. beyond that, i was a total flop when it comes to math and much preferred other subjects like English, where my abstractness helped me write A papers.
beyond just education though, at the cost of sounding lame, it's easy for me to make analogies and metaphors and that's normally how im able to explain myself. like ill see parallels, where seemingly there is none, and friends would agree. something ive noticed about myself, and this could or could not be Ni, but when it comes to human nature, i can usually make some profound observation and ill find out later, that it's a very real thing that exists and has a philosophical/sychological term. on that note, i am also prone to paranoia and superstition, like second guessing someone intentions and arriving at ridiculous (seemingly) conclusions. most of the time, unfair, but im almost always proven right. i really enjoy, when learning something, those aha moments. like there's this mobile game ive been playing since quarantine, and theres so many overwhelming and complex game plays im always learning something new, and those moments where it just clicks...love it.
competitive people, tactlessness, people who act self-righteously. 'deepness'.
does crying when someone else cries, count? lool. i think its hard to get me roused. it usually depends on who it is, but i tend to react. like, when me and my sister were arguing once, ive sprayed her with the water bottle i was drinking out of(knowing full well she'd beat my ass lmao).
it's hard putting into words what im like but hmm there you have it for now lol
yeah, im mostly fascinated at how ive never really considered either types, iee/esi. i mostly related to the description of cognitive type had for NeFi as a child. i put a lot thought/effort into how ill be perceived by others, and that can translate into my fashion sense, but it's not something i am too hungover. i do dabble in digital art though, but that's probably not exclusive to esi.