If many of the pop psychoanalytic theories are to be believed, then it makes sense that I've always idealized women similar to my mother (SEE) > tenderhearted powerhouses, femme fatales, and 'bad bitches.' lol My first fictional crush was probably Buffy the Vampire Slayer (SEE) > no nonsense, kick ass, fiercely loyal, heart of gold. Both of my high school girlfriends were SEE. But past the age of 20, which I suppose coincided with coming more into my own [Se] 'power,' I began to prefer less and less volitional will in a mate, which is why ESI is definitely a better fit for me. But as a general rule, I've always been the most drawn to those that embody Gamma SF attributes.