I feel like people have this idea that it’s this super, super hardcore thing but once they try it they realize it’s actually really casual. Yeah it’s addictive and once you do one line you just wanna keep it going (I did at least 3 grams with the help of other people in the course of one night) but I don’t think the addictive potential is particularly high. Hell, I think weed is a lot more addictive - psychologically and not physically of course - because it’s a better pain killer. And another huge thing I look at when it comes to addiction potential is how effective is it to do on your own. Sure, you could do a bump on your own but it’s really pointless if you’re just sitting around and it doesn’t last long enough to get lost into some solitary project.
If you’re looking for a stimulant that’s highly addictive and just as good when you do it alone (actually I highly prefer to do it on my own) then look no further than meth. It lasts 20x more than coke and it’s good for individual activities like: jacking off for hours on end, writing a book, posting on forums, cleaning, reading, etc. Coke is just a party drug but I highly prefer it. Speaking of, while I was in the middle of partying at the hotel some cops knocked at the door and I scrambled to hide that shit but it turns out they were just warning us to keep the noise down.
We all took turns making out with this one girl and she told me I was the most passionate.
Anyways, I went back home because I wanted to sleep in an actual bed and not on an inflatable mattress or a couch or in a car (which is also a big reason why I’ve been on uppers a lot, to avoid shitty sleep) and also because I’m totally broke and the only way I can get free food is by being here. As soon as I get a job and/or start selling weed I’ll be out the door again. I’m slightly pissed at my friends for not yet helping me get quick cash like they said they would. I’m definitely gonna miss all the random chaos and freedom and not knowing what’s gonna happen next.
I’m not gonna lie, I get like emotionally attached to every person that I hang out with for an entire day because I’m looking for someone to be a permanent partner in crime in adventures and I get excited and think they’ll be the one.