Originally Posted by
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Yes, I do get low scores on conscientiousness. It’s a real struggle for me to be conscientious. I want to be, try to be. Admire people who are. So it isirritating, I’d say. Probably one of the qualities I dislike most in myself. It’s a constant struggle.
No. I don’t care to win. Such things have never been important to me. I do admire people who are in it to win, though.
yeah, I’ve always considered myself a weirdo and have been called weird my whole life, which I used to be pretty insecure about. I love my fellow weirdos lol they make me feel not so alone. So I think threatening or not they are pretty interesting.
I do prob get neglected by I don’t really take it bad I don’t think. I don’t really mind being ignored. I don’t like too much attention. I try to make my individuality fit in a group. I kinda resent groups a bit, but feel like I want to belong too. Like hey I’m a weirdo, accept me as I am please? And then I’m also like, I can’t believe these people.