Hi everyone! I come to you in need of a few things. One, to type a girl that I'm madly in love with. Two, to type another lady whom I love dearly, and three, to type myself. To begin with, I shall start with myself, whom I will describe briefly below...
I have always been an energetic, outgoing child. Brutish, but quiet. As a young (girl), (I'm transgender), I was always outside playing in the fields with friends, guy friends mostly, but when the time came, girl friends also. My GFs were mostly of a gamma trio type sort--long lasting and secretive. We were called the lesbian club at school. I'm not lesbian, never have, never will be, thought it was funny though. Long story shorter, as I grew up and transitioned, I became more from an ESFP to something of an ENTP, esp. with my testosterone therapy treatment. While I was on stronger doses of T, I felt very ISFJish, so it's funny how things inverted once I got off T.
Fast forward to today, where I'm in love with two beautiful women. One, I think is either ENTP or ESTJ (her work face? I don't know). She's highly alpha-ish, extremely relatable on the hobby and interests front, and I worry about her health constantly. She refuses to talk to me because she told me once that I was "overbearing".
Lady #2 is a beautiful girl whom I love most dearly, she is extremely friendly to everyone she meets and funny to boot. She is a healthy example, I think, of an ENFP (self-typed) and I love her to death. She is my constant lover and I don't know what I'd do without her.
My question here is more about Lady #1, I guess. She's stopped communicating with me since my overbearing remark (I suggested she travel overseas to work in a different country that she would enjoy, she told me she'd already thought about it and was not interested), it might've been a little over the top? I was mistaken in that I thought she needed the advice. So I was/am terribly sorry, told her so, and proceeded to spam her phone with oh, a thousand or so messages about how I loved her and couldn't bear to live without her. I've also sent her platoons of gifts to her house, but still, no response. I've told her I would love to care for her and she hasn't responded, but she hasn't blocked me yet either. So I don't know what to do in this case. My plan is to proceed as politely as possible, without disturbing her current lifestyle. I don't know if that works with alphas or not, would love some help here!
Lady#2 helps me with Lady#1 sometimes, and is so beautiful for it. She is a gorgeous girl friend ^_^
OK, enough about me. I'll open the floor up to you. What do you guys think?
P. S. I also looked at the reinin dichotomies list on wikisocion.net and saw that my ideal man/woman was a ISFP, ENTP second. Thought that was interesting now that I type more ENTPish. Anyway, commence!