Will it lead to happiness? Will it lead to more growth? Will less pain occur? What are the consequences of giving up? Is giving up a shit thing to do? Am I even more of a hypocrite for preaching not to give up and then abruptly give up myself? Is 18 too late(I think so)? Are ideals something an individual needs to keep up? Do questions lead to something? Is there anything to speed up growth? Is patience an ability worth thinking about?

Giving up has so far been weird, I think 1 month ago I was like no, none of that, I'm being more realistic and enough is enough. So far not really any positive results of giving up. Oh dear.

I hope everyone succeeds btw y'all deserve better and should strive for better and improvement.