This idea came to me as I was trying to think of way to be somewhat objective in giving out information to be typed as there is some bias involved. So I got a diary entry from 4 different numbers of 4 different years as I think they give a good look into my psyche.

Hopefully this will help point me in the right direction.

Anarchy Of The Soul:

Anarchy. To many people, this word has different meanings. Some see it as pure chaos while some see it as pure freedom. I believe it means both of those things, for freedom breeds chaos, just as chaos breeds freedom. It is this chaos/freedom dynamic, that is needed to truly come to life. If you don't allow yourself to think or feel whatever is in your conscious, you are imprisoning yourself from a truly great life.

By declaring that you won't let negative thoughts or feelings affect you, you are locking your life away from those circumstances. Now some people think this is ideal, but by not allowing some negative ideas to swim around your head, you become overly optimistic. But the same is true if you dwell on negative things, having a twisted, cynical outlook on life.

By allowing every thought to pass through, you will be an overall well-rounded person. Not too positive that you can't picture failure. Not too negative that you can't visualize success. So what are you waiting for? Free yourself!

Truth About Love:

What exactly is true love? This is an often debated topic that spans throughout the history of humanity. A definition that I have come across a few times is that true love is being completely transparent with and fully understanding of your significant other. I find this to be a misguided belief because it ignore one simple things about humans, we are incapable of completely understanding one another.

The sad truth is that everyone on this planet is completely alone within their minds. It is impossible to know exactly all the things going through someone's at any given time. This is pretty good anyways, if you did know every thought that passed through someone's head, you probably wouldn't like them all too much.

The only true way to love someone is to accept that you'll never understand that person. By acknowledging your own existential loneliness, you can unite and bond with others through your shared feeling. We were not built to understand each other, we were made to accept one another.

The Purpose Of Artist''s:

Frequently I have seen that people question the artists role in society. To me , art is simply a mirror of the culture that it comes from. Art''s role in society is to take a piece of society and magnify it so that even the most inferior of people could gain insight into human existence in that particular area. Whether that be to laugh at our flaws cry about our problems, scream at our fears, or be amazed at where our culture may lead one day.

My Ideal Woman:

My personal ideal woman would be comfortable in her own skin and have no problem rolling against the tide. Her hair would be elegant with a hint of recklessness to it. She would he capable of bringing me back down to earth if I fly too close to the sun. Her wit will be biting, but will never be used unless provoked. Both a campsite and a stage will be perfectly within her environment. Activities ranging from discussing pop culture and politics to nights on the town will litter our life. Not to the extent that we forget that love is also a physical and emotional game.