Fay wich type are you ? Ive the same problem in very structured environnements...

In my prospect I found a job (I'm at 50% in the recruitment process) when I will learn a computerscience language from scratch, so I hope the discipline needed will come at the same time of learning. I wan't to avoid environnement where I need to be 100% technically operationnal and at the same time 100% disciplined. That's simply not possible for me at this time. Perhaps Ill be able to change thought.