I'm a very ambitious person and with all the modesty, I'm quite talented when it comes to creative work. I really want to have a successful career and to fulfill my goals, but I lack any sort of work discipline.
I can get excited for new ideas and projects easily, but I never really work on them. I like to share my ideas with others, but when it comes to an actual thing I completely fail. Even when I finally decide to start to actually do someting and not only dream about it, I get tired very easily and I just drop it.
I've been told by many people that I have good and interesting ideas and that I should make them real, but I totally lack the ability to motivate myself. Sometimes I even feel like it's worthless even before I start because I know I'd leave it unfinished anyway.
The only time, when I'm actually able to work is when I have a highly motivated person next to me and he gets all the work done with me, or at least keeps me company and makes sure that I actually work and don't slack. But as soon as I'm left all to my own devices I don't do anything at all... Literaly nothing... And I want to do things, I just don' t know how...Help!
Is this a delta NF thing? How can you actually make yourself work? How can you motivate yourself? Or how can you even find that special someone, who is able to take care of you like a little child when you try to work?