Holy Sh*t, Chae.
The first video is exactly why I don't do coke anymore. Insane sex, indiscriminate drugs, guns, bleeding on bikes, smashing up cars, smashing up everything, not giving a **** and trying to feel something. It made me wonder if you aren't SLE.*
Fortunately, the second video restored my faith in your IEE-ness.
I couldn't watch the rest. I don't want to know.
*but wait, Wait. You're an sx/so E8. Now I get it.