Internally conflicted and somewhat inadequate.
Internally conflicted and somewhat inadequate.
Besides ESE, IEIs are the only ones I really consider as potential life partners, even knowing all the pitfalls of benefit relations. I have a lot of experience with my benefactors so I'm often willing to take the plunge.
Wouldn't it be the other way around? The beneficiary is the one who is supposed to benefit from the benefactor.
I think one of my friendships is like this right now. There's a friend who seems to think i'm really cool and wants to be besties, but she kind of irritates me, although we do resonate on some things. It does in fact feel like she has some alterior motive in seeking friendship with me because she seems so overly motivated to get in good graces with me.
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Oh yeah thanks for the spelling correction!
And yeah I hear ya, on both points.
I'm not particularly inclined to reject her friendship since she hasn't done anything bad to me, but I do feel the need to periodically keep the psychological distance in check. In other words, some things I'd do for other friends i feel more comfortable around, I might restrain myself from doing with her, only to not mislead her into thinking we're besties (which is what she wants).
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truthfully,
[emo moment]I'm so used to being treated like shit that if somebody is nice to me I think they are being sarcastic. I don't believe it.[/emo moment]