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I want to be ISTp.
sp/sx
These people often have an earthy, mysterious quality to them. They are slow to commit, but once they do it is with an attitude of life commitment, to the establishment of an impermeable bond. Others can be taken aback by how suddenly and completely this type can lock into them, and by the depth of understanding of the other’s condition. They attach to others at an organic, root level, in contrast to the other subvariant’s surface formality. The sanctuary of home is of paramount concern, and this type takes particular delight in decorating their spaces to reflect their cherished sense of taste and depth. Depth and discrimination characterize this stacking.
Motivation: to live in a secure, comfortable environment where they can pursue their private interests in depth.
Er, Socionics is a much more Ti system than MBTI.
Yes. I can see that in you. ESI-Se makes sense the most to me so far simply because your Fi seems like inert ethics and your Se like strong Se creative. You also sound like you'd like an LIE who'd help with seeing positive prospects and with seeing which option to take of those.Despite the lack of ethics in my questionnaire, I know I have a strong sense of ethics. In fact, I started doubting my type because I saw myself as an ethical type. When I reflect on my childhood, I realize that I judged the world in terms of ethics. I would be very concerned about what was right and what was wrong. Someone claimed that my tendency to identify certain people as "bad" was aristocratic but I don't agree with that. I judged people individually. I didn't sort them into groups (it was more me vs. the world than us vs. them). I just evaluated whether I should be in their company or not, whether I liked or disliked them. I endeavored to maintain my own identity and sense of ethics. I still do this, but I'm more concerned about doing things than judging people through a moral framework now. I know who I am. If anything, I struggle to willfully label my morals and ethics because they are within me. They are fragments of who I am. Labeling my morals is like describing who I am. It's difficult. I hope I'm making sense here.
Also what you said about not understanding Ne, you are like me with that, heh. Btw I also typed as SLE originally until realizing that with the LSI-Se typing, model A fit me much better. Stuff really fell into place that way.
Of course you could be SEE but my impression is pointing away from that and towards ESI more. Eventually it's you who will have to decide though, by seeing which type fits you more according to the terms of the theory. If you have any specific questions about that, feel free to ask.
Ah. One more reason for you being possibly SEI.
Yeah looks like Ni HA.
Hah, yeah superego is really kinda meh, I could do a similar rant on Fi myself, while paying much less focus on Ne as PoLR.If you're main issues are with Ti rather than Fe that's another point in favor of SEE.
Clear Se over Si valuing
As an LII, what you say about Ti made me cry a little on the inside.