Excellent definition (bolded part). I am inclined towards the future (I'm a transhumanist, so you can imagine), although I feel a bit "damned" because of a past I have not been able to choose.
Interesting observation.I think the reason why you mistook yourself for ILE might be related to the fact that socionics is a system built around the worldview of an ILE. A guy called the Ex-Socionist once posited that ILE is the integral type of socionics. Like Schopenhauer's idea that outside ideas make an imposition of a consciousness, to be in the world of socionics (or any alien system of thought, for that matter) you have to encumber yourself with a different set of cognitions. When we do socionics, we all become more ILE. I had a similar problem. When I first found socionics, I was certain I was the spitting image of ILI. As I got more entrenched in the system, I started to mistake myself for ILE. Now I'm back to ILI again.
I take a quite introspective perspective about this issue. As I said in a former post, I am a bit obsessed about my own mental states, like if I feel once I can stabilize the appropiate one, once I can "calibrate" my mind, I will be able to solve many problems I have since... I have memory. I know this is a typical Ni ego behavior but I try to maintain an open perspective, just in case......Newton (ILI) once said, "I can calculate the motions of the heavenly bodies, but not the madness of people." Socionics has that so-called hidden knowledge. I think Delta STs are more likely to say "it is what it", taking a very literal, sensoric view of Te, and not penetrating the issue much further. My grandfather is an SLI, I think, and for him, his Ne isn't really verbalized, it more just comes out in quirky bursts of inventiveness, like recently cutting a hole in our unused garage door so our dog can go in and out during the rain.
I also verbalize Ne quite a lot, it's just it slips between my fingers, as I am not able to get profit from the opportunities I can conceive. Maybe I just lack too much will. That's the reason in another thread, where people were asked about which alternative type they would choose if they could, I picked LIE. They are, in certain way, a much more assertive version of myself, specially when dealing with real world stuff.
LOL, didn't know about such SEE stereotype. Maybe unconscious SEE screaming from the inside.I think being a hypochondriac might be related to Si devaluing, though I'm not sure. It seems to have something to do with not understanding what is going on with your body. Si users seem to know exactly when they are sick. There's also kind of a stereotype about SEEs being easily hypnotized by shiny objects. Duality in action
Maybe I did not expressed it accurately. With more tangible I didn't mean less deep, more concrete, as if Ni were more intuition than Ne is. Just that Ne has a external focus, and usually Ne egos, compared with Ni alternatives, are able to express ideas in a more understandable way for the average person. More able to put things in a common context so to speak, because they care about being understood.While I do agree that Ni has a very subjectivist and solipsistic character to it, I do not agree that Ne is more tangible than it. Because Ne is the realm of objective possibilities, you'll often find that Ne types entertaining idealistic possibilities which still heavily improbable. Yes, Rousseau (EII), it is possible that if we relinquish all societal controls, everyone will come together in peace and harmony. But is it likely? In contrast, Se types are much more likely to "call a spade a spade". I also think this is why there is a stereotype of ILIs being atheists. The ones who are in touch with their Te tend to mercilessly cull all but the most probable (or pragmatic) hypotheses.
This problem is not apparent in LIEs, but some IxIs, specially Ni subs, when they speak they seem to talk to themselves more than other people, as if they do not care if understood or not. Which is an absurd behavior, by the way.
My atheistic views are not based in disproving god (a pointless excercise, after all), but something like agnosticism taken to the limit case, and choosing the most sensical behavior after this. I think it would fit well in your description.
Not my favourite game (it would be Deus Ex, the first one), but I quite enjoyed Bioshock. I put this avatar and title because a recent conversation in the thread "socialism vs anarchy".Your sig has a quote from Bioshock, a game about exploring a hellhole full of tweaker junkies and human atrocities. It's also a sort of proposed prediction of the end point of unfettered capitalism (It's favorite talking point of most ILIs, like Marx, and Kaczynski). In contrast, when Deltas talk about the "evils" of capitalism, it is often done with a sort of retrogressive pastoralism in their heads. If Bioshock is not Se/Ni, I don't really know what is.
Andrew Ryan words are an excellent living motto for anyone. Even if his "utopia" failed, he went as far as he could impulsed by it. A pro-ego attitude.
Barcelona is nothing. Come to the South, where I live (Seville), and you will see ESEland.Also, I like the thing about Spain being an Alpha country. I've seen pictures of Barcelona, it looks like SEI puke haha.
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Until now I was feeling inclined to pick SLI over ILI, but after your comments I feel inclined towards ILI again... Maybe as you, too much interaction with opposite quadra has made me a bit atypical gamma NT, hence my troubles for choosing the closest archetype to myself.