just wanna hide away, didn't even go outside today
i wanna die today, when i woke up i cried today
stargazing wide awake, if i had wings i'd fly away
wish i could pause the game to leave the save
and just start again
i often lie awake, thinking about my great escape
no time for heartbreak, from those feelings i shy away
treated just like a toy, always playing with my heart
i'm so emotional, emotionally scarred
feel like a background character playing my part
i need some surgery, surgery on my heart
my only friend is my computer
i feel like such a loser
i'm so ugly, i'm so stupid
never learn, i need a tutor