So to care or
Plead silence, weak hands are calling
There's close enough
And there's too far
It won't change an empty stare
But I can't seem to end
These images
Hauntingly looks like hell
So to care or
Plead silence, weak hands are calling
There's close enough
And there's too far
It won't change an empty stare
But I can't seem to end
These images
Hauntingly looks like hell
I don’t want to live and learn
Sorry I don’t want to change
Thinking about the way we were
It takes me to another place
Because I…
I don’t want to wake up from this dream
It’s our own reality
So close your eyes open your mind
And let it free
Imaginate and realize
It’s all you need
I don’t want to leave this place
Standing still in my pretend
Give me just a little space
To figure out myself again
Because I…
I don’t want to wake up from this dream
It’s our own reality
So close your eyes open your mind
And let it free
Imaginate and realize
It’s all you need
[Today 07:57 AM] Raver: Life is a ride that lasts very long, but still a ride. It is a dream that we have yet to awaken from.
It's hard to find a love through every shade of grey.
Ooh love, no one's ever gonna hurt you, love, I'm gonna give you all of my love
Life is tough when I get stuck
And my time is up I push through
Till I break-break-break on through to the other side
Fantastically poor with patience like a stalker
Ninja is hardcore
Been cut so deep, feel no pain it's not sore
Don't ask for kak or you'll get what you ask for
I'm like a wild animal in the corner
Waiting for the break of dawn
Trying to get through the night
Just a man with the will to survive
Happy and I'm smiling
Walk a mile to drink your water
You know I'd love to love you
And above you there's no other
We'll go walking out
While others shout of war's disaster
Oh, we won't give in
Let's go living in the past
Once I used to join in
Every boy and girl was my friend
Now there's revolution, but they don't know
What they're fighting
Let us close our eyes
Outside their lives go on much faster
Oh, we won't give in
We'll keep living in the past
Oh, we won't give in
Let's go living in the past
Oh no, no we won't give in
Let's go living in the past
I'm the Devil
And I'm here to do the Devil's work
Norns, spin!
Fates, win!
Mills, grind!
Roosters, crow!
Strike, hail!
Ice to water!
Heart, beat!
Fields, be sown!
Each breath,
each beat,
each day will come anew!
Turning!
Turning!
Poured myself a warm glass, and laid awake
I prayed the lord my soul to take
I thought about you all day, how we have the same face
I fell asleep so confused, parts of me remind me of you
How could I ever wish away?
Only ever in dreams I wrap my arms around you.
And standing in the water with me,
I can tell you what I wanna tell you.
And I hope it's not just a bad dream,
Hope it's not just a sad dream
I'm sober now for three whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
In our endeavor we are never seeing eye to eye
No guts to sever so forever may we wave good-bye
And you're always telling me that it's my turn to move
When I wonder what could make the needle jump the groove
I won't fall for the oldest trick in the book
So don't sit there and think you're off of the hook
By saying there is no use changing
'Cause that's just what you are
That's just what you are
Acting steady always ready to defend your fears
What's the matter with the truth did I offend your ears
By suggesting that a change might be a thing to try
Like it would kill you just to try and be a nicer guy
It's not like you would lose some critical piece
If somehow you moved point A to point B
Maintaining there is no point changing
'Cause that's just what you are
That's just what you are
Now I could talk to you 'til I'm blue in the face
But we still would arrive at the very same place
With you running around and me out of the race
So maybe you're right nobody can take
Something older than time and hope you could make
It better that would be a mistake
So take it just so far
'Cause that's just what you are
That's just what you are
That's just what you are
Acting steady always ready
To defend your fears
(that's just what you are)
What's the matter with the truth
Did I offend your ears
(that's just what you are)
You're like a sleepwalking man
It's a danger to wake you
(that's just what you are)
Even when it is apparent
Where your actions will take you
Like a day without the dawn
Like a ray void of the sun
Like a storm that brings no calm
I'm most complete yet so undone
You are the dark needed to see the stars
The most impressive constellation in the sky
That not even the frost in my heart can match
Millions of stars, millions of lies
Many eyes in the sky are watching us
Your mantle wraps me
My body that disappears
Because I just want to disappear
And conceal me in the dark
There's written your name, in the stars
There's written my hate, in the stars
Maybe it's the same thing.
You are the dark needed to see the stars
The most brutal lie that I see in the sky
I feel a dreadful pain in my heart
Millions of stars, millions of lies
Many knives are killing us
Your mantle wraps me
My essence disappears
I no longer see the stars
I no longer see the lies
Your mantle wraps me
Close my eyes and let me go
I take a shot at 'em I'm like a nine
To the dome or a knife to the throat and the spine
No back up no a plan b's
That antagonistic vigilante
Man I run it on a beat like a stampede
Anybody anti me gets bansheed yeah
They say I changed, I think I agree
I'm way outta range, the shit I perceive
Is free of the chains of society
I steal a few breaths from the world for a minute
And then I'll be nothing forever
And all of my memories
And all of the things I have seen will be gone
With my eyes, with my body, with me
But me and my husband
We are doing better
It's always been just him and me
Together
So I bet all I have on that
Furrowed brow
And at least in this lifetime
We're sticking together
Me and my husband
We're sticking together
And I'm the idiot with the painted face
In the corner, taking up space
But when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved
I don't think I'm anti-love, I just think I'm anti-y'all
I just think I'm anti-every mother-fucking tryn'a plan my fall
I was never planning to be great. It's something that began as a mistake
Oh, don't talk of love,' the shadows purr
Murmuring me away from you
'Don't talk of worlds that never were
The end is all that's ever true
There's nothing you can ever say
Nothing you can ever do'
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
I'm going to go outside and listen to this right now
I make my living off the evening news
Just give me something-something I can use
People love it when you lose,
They love dirty laundry
Well, I coulda been an actor, but I wound up here
I just have to look good, I don't have to be clear
Come and whisper in my ear
Give us dirty laundry
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em all around
We got the bubble-headed-bleach-blond
Who comes on at five
She can tell you 'bout the plane crash with a gleam in her eye
It's interesting when people die
Give us dirty laundry
Can we film the operation?
Is the head dead yet?
You know, the boys in the newsroom got a running bet
Get the widow on the set!
We need dirty laundry
You don't really need to find out what's going on
You don't really want to know just how far it's gone
Just leave well enough alone
Eat your dirty laundry
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're stiff
Kick 'em all around
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're stiff
Kick 'em all around
Dirty little secrets
Dirty little lies
We got our dirty little fingers in everybody's pie
We love to cut you down to size
We love dirty laundry
We can do "The Innuendo"
We can dance and sing
When it's said and done we haven't told you a thing
We all know that Kraft is king
Give us dirty laundry!
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
Head Creeps
Alice In Chains
No more time
Just one more time
So crazy, beat the strain
Too lazy, shake the gray
So, and she willed the rain
So let me be defamed
Your redundancy stains
Tired of infantile claims
Like puppets on a string
Untangle you from me
Time to call the doggies off
Tired of the shadowin'
Slide me to the side again
Slapped in the face again
No more time
Just one more time
Your redundancy stains
Tired of infantile claims
Like puppets on a string
Untangle you from me
So crazy, beat the strain
Too lazy, shake the gray
So, and she willed the rain
So let me be defamed
Time to call the doggies off
Tired of the shadowin'
Slide me to the side again
Slapped in the face again
One day my plane leaves
Some way my head creeps
Some day my head leads
Some way my head creeps
No more time
Just one more time
Empty room sets the scene
Pick at me slow, pain fiend
Suck me through barbed screen
Anger becomes our queen
Tongue whipping forked black
How long until you crack
Surprised and set back
Lackeys' loose talk for fact
Time to call the doggies off
Tired of the shadowin'
Slide me to the side again
Slide me to the side again
Slapped in the face again
One day my plane leaves
Some way my head creeps
Some day my head leads
Some way my head creeps
Creeps
No more time
Just one more time
So crazy feel the hate
Yeah, I've got years to wait
I know it's not too late
Lending clean hands of fate
Rise from the dirt I'm in
Hide in another's skin
Stick black dress doll with pin
Your mouth takes on my grin
So crazy
So crazy
So crazy
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
and if you're under him you ain't gettin' over him
The army's on Ecstasy
So they say
I read all about it
In USA Today
They stepped up urine testing
To make it go away
Cause it's hard to kill the enemy
On ol' MDMA
Said the King of Contradiction
To the Queen of Mystery
The Prince of Paradox, he dogs me like a flea
So I'll set my troops upon him
And bring him to his knees
When all is said and done I'll pick a fight with the Chinese
The Queen she stared him long and hard
And then she softly said
I'll rub you down with linseed oil to ease your throbbing head
She slipped a note into an apricot
Then threw it to the whores
The jester read the words
Something wicked this way roars
The army's on Ecstasy
So they say
I read all about it
In USA Today
They stepped up urine testing
To make it go away
Cause it's hard to kill the enemy
On ol' MDMA
The price they put upon the heads
Of folks with poignant views
Would be better spent on
The children without shoes
And when the King condoned
The actions of the liar
He forgot to weigh the awesome power
Of the village crier
The army's on Ecstasy
So they say
I read all about it
In USA Today
They stepped up urine testing
To make it go away
Cause it's hard to kill the enemy
On ol' MDMA
7w6 9w1 2w3 sx/? RLUAI(rl|U|ai)
A crown of gold, a heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone
You were putting them in hell for being soldiers and you said I wouldn't remember.. I said I would and I also said:
Run, run, run, run[repeat line four times]
You better run all day
And run all night
And keep your dirty feelings
Deep inside. And if you're
Takin' your girlfriend
Out tonight
You better park the car
Well out of sight
'Cause if they catch you in the back seat
Trying to pick her locks
They're gonna send you back to mother
In a cardboard box
You better run
Man grows used to everything, the scoundrel!
-Raskolnikov
I watered it in fears
Night and morning with my tears
And I sunned it with smiles
And with soft deceitful wiles
And it grew both day and night
Till it bore an apple bright
And my foe beheld it shine
And he knew that it was mine
I stole bricks from the dam almost every day
Now I'm drowning in the flood I've made
Who'll explain myself to me on the other side
I'm gonna want some answers when I die
Men grow cold as girls grow old,
And we all lose our charms in the end.
But square cut or pear shaped,
These rocks won’t lose their shape;
Diamonds are a girl’s best friend.
The flames start to rise
I've never own my life
But this pain is all mine
I don’t worry bout tomorrow
Cause my heart is full of you
Yeah my heart is full of you
Society Thinks So Highly Of
This Hotel I Vomited On
Before I lost the sight of you
Only way to change
Give yourself away
Don't be ashamed
Next in line; close one eye
Just walk by
Like a shooting star, I will go the distance
I will search the world, I will face its harms
I don't care how far, I can go the distance
'Till I find my hero's welcome waiting in your arms
You know me
How troubled I can be
But through your kaleidoscope
I let go
'Cause you show me
The world as it could be
Through your kaleidoscope
It's beautiful
Sorrow has a human heart
From my god it will depart
I'd sail before a thousand moons
Never finding where to go
Two hundred twenty-two days of light
Will be desired by a night
A moment for the poet's play
Until there's nothing left to say
I wish for this night-time
To last for a lifetime
The darkness around me
Shores of a solar sea
Oh, how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you
https://youtu.be/UGfKMV5AbMI
The terror of the time
This is real life
And it's falling apart
Like they fall away
I think I’m slipping now
Walking in the darkness
when im feeling lazy its probably because im saving all my energy to pick up when you move up into my airspace... move into my airspace
My heart was
My soul was
Neverending source
Of Devotion
And Spirits
Unbroken Force
Creation my hearts purpose
Devotion my souls bane
In the end it fades away
All my desire are the flames of the eternal fire
Strange winds of time killed the flames
Blew out all that was mine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrYOT2Fzqpw
Please tell me there's some truth to love.
How matter-of-fact it all becomes.
I fear that I have been outrun.
Please tell me there's some truth to love.
Youd like this one too
https://youtu.be/AaWPduHl_j8
Kickin' on a beer can, clickity clack.
Keepin' it bouncin' will keep it alive.
Think of all the bubbles somebody must have drank.
The bubbles turned to burps in somebody's insides
While I'm walkin'.