that's really true. I'm not sure how every type expresses it, but personally I've found a distinct polarity between my independence and need for personal commitment. it's gotten to the point where the stronger I feel about someone, the more I'll cave in, it feels like a blade slowly moving down my throat. fixations are like the opaque spot behind a camera flash, you know it's there every time you open your eyes, and can neither look away nor face it head on, but just have to take the picture knowing you may blink. with 8s I feel like this mechanism is the opposite to 4s, instead of caving in, they would distend to a point of critical self-consumption (8w9 probably a more implosive feel but yeah). 7s also feel familiar, like a disjointed frenzy of pings that move closer to a flatline with every repulsion.