9w1 I think...
The world has seen me as 4 the most but I don't really see how I have their internal problems. My fears and fixations seem much more 9 related. I superficially come off as a 4 because I'm a faggy artist- but it seems really superficial to be that for me. 9s typically have issues with minimizing problems, and professionals and experts have told me that before. "You're being too carefree about this, take it more seriously!" etc.