You seem like you could be ILE to me too. Si-seeking or Ni-seeking, it seems, which discounts LSE and SLI which are other types people are suggesting. Fe-HA seems pretty evident. A lot of your comments on your social role remind me of my ILE friend. And I dunno.
The woman in 50/50 may have been SEI, Sooo...I guess you could be ILE based on that. Maybe.
I guess SLE and ILE are the pieces I'm setting aside as more likely based on Fe-HA.
But I could be wrong.
You seem really spunky, by the way.
Like a free spirit, but the "sometimes I want to" makes it seem like you feel really restricted to experiment socially...although I must admit most of those are sort of negative experiments.
I wonder what your motivation to do these things is. Don't know why I typed this. You can ignore me. Though Clockwork Orange is rather beta-ish from my understanding of it. SOOO..SLE could be even more likely.
^ Not helpful. I apologize.