Sometimes I want to act the opposite just because. Sometimes I want to burn everything that is perfect and watch the world go in flames. Sometimes I want to kick down my most beautiful creations in a thunderous dance of excitement. Sometimes I wish I was a criminal and I could break every law in the land. Sometimes I want to ruin conversations that are going too well. Sometimes I want to crash parties and make everyone angry at me. Sometimes I want be like Alex off of a Clockwork Orange. Sometimes I want to betray people just to see their reaction.
Rob the banks!
Listen to the screams!
Burn and burn and burn!
For no good reason! Yes! How exciting to watch and enjoy my rage, my suffering, my anger!
and then.....
I want to help those in need. I want to build back what I tore down. I want to start from the ashes of the flames. I want to make a city of gold. Be a shrewd emperor and reign over my land and do everything for my people. I want to make the laws and protect. I want to be a peacemaker who makes conversations go smoothly. I want to make conflict go away. I want to build a peaceful and joyful world for all the people.
and then.....
I want to watch it go in flames again.
and then here is another one down here
Writing for the sake of writing
Which way is the way
Musical notes keep my pen fighting
and the music tells me what to say
The language I most understand
Giving my pen so much emotion
It keeps making each thought grand
An endless and vibrant motion
Sometimes you make me feel sadness
But never failing to appease
Driving away all that stored madness
It is my feelings that you seize
I have always thought language limited thought
But I have been wrong on occasion
You are the magic gem in life I sought
Music, the language of ultimate persuasion